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Our Tribute to Allahyarham Hasbul'lah.

Allahyarham Hasbul'lah left us on 15/11/2009, 6.18pm.

This was his favourite song, sung by Helmi & Rudy, 2 of his best bros.
Please excuse the shaky part of the video. I broke down halfway through.

The bear has a significance. We used to call it Hasbul'lah when he was still with us. & now that he's gone, the bear is all he have to remind us of him.

He had the most amazing voice & would guide his bros & help them catch the tune and lyrics. He had such a beautiful soul and the most amazing smile.

He left us too soon. But god loves him more then us. He was always making sure that everyone was okay and doing fine. I dont regret getting to know him at the last 4months of his life. Cos then, I wouldn't have met the most beautiful soul I would ever know.

Do spare afew minutes listening to his singing. His talent should really be known.

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This morning mummy went to work before I went to school.
&it felt v akward cos she wasnt in the room when I got ready for school.
Saw my reflection at the bustop &realized my hair is v v v red under the sun.
So was kinda worried I might get caught.
Then went in school, lucky it was C. Suhaila on duty.
So then met Val &proceeded to parade sq for flag-raising.
Lessons as pernormal, recess w Val.
Then after school Mr Singh told me, Nicole &YiLin to write our reflections for something we did. [Which I dont think is very wrong.]
Then wasted our time then only managed to go to 7eleven and Nic &YL got their food.
He caught my hair too.

Then proceeded to Dnt.
I must say, DnT was v fun.
Imis helped me w my work ALOT and it looks superb.
HAHA. But my prem now looks like an icecream fridge.
Then right, i wanted to hurry up finish my work and go home.
So i just coloured the background one colour &i was satisfied w it.
Then Imis came,

I ; Aiyer, why so plain? Do some patterns la. [starts colouring th background.]
M ; [watch him do the work for me.]
I ; There, nicer.
M ; Then erase lah.[Erase those that went in the drawing. Very leceh!] *smiles*
I ; *gave a look* [Starts erasing] Why am I listening to you?
M ; Cos you the one who want to decorate my background.

Yeah, so that's how I trick him into doing th work for me.

Then while packing, we were the last few, so I was keeping all the wires.
Then Imis was waching me.

M ; Eh, help me roll this wire pleaase.
I ; *gave me a look* [rolls the wire] Why am I listening to you?
--- short pause ---
M ; Eh! Pass me that bag!

But before we went off, he managed to get back at me.
He told me to hold his coffee & then ran off.
It was empty.

Then homed, ate, bathe, on comp.
Then Ahtank called, said he was coming w Erwin.
So went down &brought Erwin's jcket and lepak-ed awhile.
Then homed, now blogging.

I don't wanna fall in love, just wanna have a little fun.
But then you came & swept me off & now I'm done, so done.

Yesterday was quite fun, better then I expected. Recieved afew wakeup calls from Nizam but still went slept till 12pm. Then woke up, planned to go PlazaSing w mummy. So siapsiap, and off we went. Ate, windowshopped, then headed home again. Changed, and went down to Rezeki and sat w aunts, uncles and cousins for awhile.

Then around 7.30pm proceeded to TPY & met Myra. Then went MacD to buy icecream &went to sit at interchange staircase wait for Addy, Zul &Wawan. Then saw Yaqin &Fadhil! So long never see them! K then Addy all arrived and went to SkyGarden &slacked.

Then around 10pm, me &Myra gerak gi Macpherson. Bjul, Helmi, Nas, Rudy, Has, Fazeri &Dayana were already there. Was kinda boring at first. Then sent Myra take last bus home and went kedai all.

Then when we came back, teros start gerekk. Me &Dayana taught them the BabiGame. Damn funny la siaaa. In the end, Dayana lost, and I almost lost. Siasuey dok. We were the ones who taught them the game & they're better then us. Then Dayana had to kiss Rudy. Happy ah Ruddy. HAHA, funnaye.

Then we played TruthOrDare. Helmi had to poledance. K then got tired of it, all went to do own things. I joined Bjul as he played the guitar. Then Has joined, he sang. He sing ah, i tell you my bulu roma all ternaek. Damn sedap dok.

Then onebyone people started to sleep. Then left me, Dayana, Rudy & Bjul. So we laid down with our four heads together. Then Dayana started being lame. She said the cloud took the shape of a lorry while I still insisted it looks like a pig. Then continued to talk crap, laughed, hit each other's heads. Then Dayana went to the toilet & Rudy went off. Then Fazeri woke up & I went to sleep at his place beside Helmi.

Then woke up around 6.30am. Then Dayana had to go home and the rest waited for Bjul to wake up. Then Has came to talk w me. He was like, "Tell Idayah, I'm single." LOL, his face was super cute when he said that. HAHA, then talkedtalked, around 7.30am all went our separate ways and homed.

Homed, straight away sleep until 3.45pm [tuition starts at 4pm]

So had a quick bathe and managed to get ready in time till Charmaine reached. Then after tuition, ate and on comp. Ought to be doing homework now.

LAAAAAZZYYYYYYYYY!

Zack, Mimi, Addy.
Please takecare of yourselves.

Mimi;
I'm sorry that I was angry with you. I'm sorry that I said the words I said. I know I suck. I feel so shitty now that I didn't get to say sorry to you before this happened. I'm sorry, takecare of yourself.

Zack;
The last words we exchanged were Busted! , Diam ar. HAHA. The last time I saw you was in the canteen during recess. &you looked at us cos you heard you name mentioned. Hey Zack! What happened to you? Where was the Zack I knew & loved? All I have to say is pleaseplease takecare of yourself. I wanna see you soon.

Addy;
Addy, thanks for updating us these few days. I'll miss you. I'll miss that bongok face you always give. Like when you were finding your phone, remember? HAHA. Glad that I got to go to school w you yesterday. Saw you again just now. Just hoping that won't be the last time. Takecare addy, please.

I will miss you guys.

Masai sia kite!
Credits to Hakim.
More pics in Fazerin's camera.

Yesterday was NationalDay.

Was alright.

Woke up at 11, siap, headed to TPC to meet Idayah &Myraa at 2.
Then met Nizam &Ramzan awhile &went to do kening.
Then after that Idayah &Myra proceeded to Dayana's house, I went to meet Nizam &Ramzan again at MacD.
Talked, Sanged, Laughed.
Then Nizam sent me to bustand and offed to Dayana's house.
Then went there siap2, persuaded her adek to come along.
&she agreed so we did her hair and makeup for her.
Then headed to TPY again to eat and trained to Marina,
Saw many cyber friends there.
Then we tried to find AbgRoy at TopMan but couldnt find him.
So we headed outside Mac &sat down, waited for mimi.
Then told Elmo we were outside Mac, &he came.
Then Nizam called, told him where we were & he came for awhile.
Then we Mimi came, asusual, dah tnga stim.
Then blabla, Dayana sent her sister home while me, Myra &Idayah went to watch fireworks w Mimi &Co.
Then went outside JohnLittle to slack.
Saw Dayana, &she joined us again.
Then mimi all left their things w us &headed to don't know where.
So we were pretty much like idiots sitting on the floor waiting for them.
So we started to take pictures.
Then there was a flash.
Looked up & saw the boy opposite taking our picture.

Me ; Krg ambek gmbr kite?
Boy; Nak tengok?

HAHA, so we made friends. They asked if they could sit w us, so we said okay.
Talked, intro-ed then Zul came.
Gave back their things &said that we wanted to go home.
Then told Dayana to quickly go before Mimi came.
But too late, he saw.
Then Mimi started makki-ing them until so..
& all i could say was just
"Ye, Dorang kawan aku la!"
I was really pissed okay.
Dorang tak bersala, kite yg gave them permission to sit w us.
Daripade drg? Tinggalkan kite ngan barang2 drg abey ilang mane ntah.
So before it got worse, i got those boys to get out of that place w us.
So we went to Waterfront to meet one of their friends.
Then didnt feel like going home, so ajak them ton at Macpherson.
Besides, that's the least we could do after they got scolded because of us.
Then we headed to Macperson and slacked.
Got to know each other more, blabla, sleep, talked.
Then around 6am, the wind got so strong and it started raining so heavily.
I was shaking so hard i could barely walk or talk.
&I teared a little, dont know why. Too cold i guess.
I couldnt even make it to the opposite block.
Yes, that was how cold it was.
Then went up a block and sat there till the rain stopped.
Then sent the boys to the bustop and went to Dayana's house to change, then homed.
It was fun knowing them, wanna slack w them again.

Alltho you are one of my v good friends, what you did, i just cannot condone.

Should I stop this?
But he's the only one who can make me smile everytime I'm w him.
His smile, his jokes, his retarded faces always brighten up my day.
I would just enjoy every moment I'm w him.
But when I thought about how complicated it would get, I'll stop smiling.
&he'll just be there to make me laugh again.
I can't even see anyone when he's w me.
He leaves me speechless whenever he stares into my eyes.
No doubt, he won my heart.
It's the way he treats people, the way he cares.
The way he would put others before him.
The little things he do that made me fall for him.
&I'm afraid that I'd fall harder, and it'll get hard for us in the end.
I love the way he plays w his little brothers, the concern he shows for them.
The respect he gives to his mother, the way he makes sure they're okay.
He wiped my tears away on the day we first met.
He made sure i ate my medicine, made sure i reached home safely.
&all this would never happen if he hadn't come that day.
We wouldnt even know each other.
I've fallen for someone I shouldnt.
And have tried my best to stop it.
But do i want to?